I’ve been feeling so emotionally drained lately. My energy level is really low, and a lot of this is due to the fact that Transiting Saturn is in my 12th house. The twelfth house describes the private and hidden side of life; your subconscious mind, dreams, the past, and those who wish you harm or work against your interests. The twelfth house relates to sorrow, disappointment, loss, institutions, secret enemies, solitude or confinement, hidden fears and worry. I have been feeling extremely isolated and confined to some degree. Nothing seems real anymore.
I’m also having difficulty concentrating. I used to write daily in my journals and now all I do is stare at the pages. Nothing is coming to me. My lovers were always muses for me, but since I’ve been single for god-knows-how-long and I don’t even have that to rely on. There’s just this feeling of malaise. everything feels so boring and ordinary. I know this will all pass. Once Saturn enters my first house, I’ll be bitchin’ about something else!
“Love has no desire but to fulfill itself. To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night. To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving.”—Kahlil Gibran
Tomorrow there will be a Full Moon @ 26 Degrees Scorpio. Use this time to weed out what is no longer useful to you. This Full Moon will highlight what we really want and what we need to to change in order to get it. Trust your intuition!