Its been a rough two weeks. I’ve been having strange dreams, anxiety and feeling emotionally overwhelmed. I have no sense of time, or what day it is most of the time. I could barely write that Venus chart. My mind was spinning and swirling the entire time. I had a dream I took a walk at around 2 in the morning. The Sun was out, shining so brightly it was melting things. I remember being afraid it was going to burn me, or even melt me, but it didn’t.
During the Sagittarius Lunar Eclipse on June 4th I awoke with hives all over my arms and hands. I wanted to write a post about the Eclipse, but I couldn’t because I was itching so damn much! The Eclipse hit my Chiron (Wounds/Healing) in the 6th house (Health) so I’m not surprised I got sick. I was expecting a headache (My Chiron is in Aries, which rules the head) Not damn hives! On June 19th there will be another dose of Gemini energy with a New Moon in Gemini @ 28 degrees opposite the Galactic Center. The Galactic center is very much like the Sun’s Sun. I have a feeling we’ll all be getting a little cosmic help and experiencing more awakenings than usual….
“People need to understand that the Lauryn Hill they were exposed to in the beginning was all that was allowed in that arena at that time… I had to step away when I realized that for the sake of the machine, I was being way too compromised. I felt uncomfortable about having to smile in someone’s face when I really didn’t like them or even know them well enough to like them. For two or three years I was away from all social interaction. It was a very introspective time because I had to confront my fears and master every demonic thought about inferiority, about insecurity or the fear of being black, young and gifted in this western culture.”—
I listen to Requiem in D Minor when I do Astrological charts… Mozart had his Sun, Mercury, Saturn, Venus and the Planetoid Chiron all in the 5th house Opposite Neptune in Leo. That makes for an amazing imagination. I’ll post his chart sometime next week..
CHICAGO (CBS) — A self-avowed white supremacist who has already served time for a hate crime was charged Wednesday with trying to set fire to the home of his Joliet neighbors – an African-American family with eight children. The Chicago Sun-Times reports FBI agents arrested Brian James Moudry, 35, on federal arson and civil rights charges for allegedly setting the fire at 4:10 a.m. in June 2007.
I had a strange dream that seemed so real it actually caused me to get out of my bed and walk around my place. This week has been especially odd for some reason. I have no idea what day it is anymore. It doesn’t feel like Monday, Tuesday or Wednesday. It doesn’t feel like any day of the week. It’s as though time has stopped. Like the Universe has pushed a gigantic ‘Pause’ button.